I don't know why jiahao's not studying, but he showed me this video, which is freaking funny HAHAHAHHAHA

WATCH IT!

LOL reminds me of how nick used to go around saying "Pika pika"

CHUUUUUU

LOL
~(8:29 PM)




I'm the kind of person who cannot get anything done unless it's last minute lol. No rush, no anxiety, no stress. So, almost 2 weeks of study week is wasted on me. Cause guess what I've been doing? Sleeping and anime, mostly. HAHAHHA

Gosh, i sound really proud of myself. But i do feel a pinch of guilt though.

When i don't go out, i wake up at almost 6pm everyday! And i just lost track of what day it is today. For awhile i thought today was wednesday, until i remembered i watched Desperate Housewifes last night and it airs on Monday so today's tuesday LOL I almost freaked out cause if today's wednesday so tomorrow's thursday and i only have 1 more day to study blaw, and subsequently bstats. But now that i know it's tuesday, i'm relieved.

Okay, this cannot do! I SHALL STUDY!!! :)

Tonight: Bstats
Tomorrow: Bstats/Blaw
The day after: Blaw
The day after that: Bstats

Not confusing at all right? :D
~(6:18 PM)




Neoprints taken on Valentines Day. Haha note that, the number of times i've taken neoprints could be counted with one hand so this is REALLY REALLY RARE.

The only thing i like about neoprints is, it makes me look like i have almost-straight teeth haha But i look kinda retarded :P
Love, courtesy of Zijia =)






~(10:16 PM)




This year's valentine's day wasn't so bad, compared to last year's, where i spent 8hours in school for ITB tutorial lol

So, bryan(my cousin), me and bihshean (i mentioned cousin too cause his dad brought me to the place and he sat with us during the thingy lol) went to Waseda Shibuya Senior High School's english speech contest as a judge. We don't give points la, just choose which one we thought were the best speaker and there's probably 50++ other judges or so

The school's really small haha It has 1 hall, 1 class block, canteen, 3domitories, sports hall, tennis court, field and i think that's about all. But the environment's really nice though, and their uniforms were so kawaii lol! High school feel lol I like it! And not to mention there were a couple of cute guys hahahaha But i didn't bring chocolates and give it to them la hahaha It was a tempting idea though haha

So after that, had lunch with bihshean at clementi hawker centre, and then she treated me to TIRAMISU!!! since she didn't bring my chocolate lol Then we took mrt to tiongbahru, she went home while i continue my journey on 851 to Bugis to meet zijia, yongxin and sweemun lol

When i woke up in the bus i thought i missed the busstop to Bugis and called zijia and told her i think i missed it and may go home since im tired and all lol But about 3stops later, Bugis junction appeared again hahahahha so i kept my promise, got my lazy butt off the bus and go meet them lo hahaha

They all prepared V.day presents lol it made me so guilty cause i didn't prepare any, except for bihshean lol And for some reason, my house ran out of sweets and chocolates :( So anyway, we walked around, we shopped and we talked hahaha we took a neoprint and we went to the arcade. After that zijia left, the rest of us went to get the cap i wanted and then we all headed home lol i think, or just me lol

Was so freaking tired la! But it was fun hahaha So it was woth it. :)

Thanks you guys for hanging out with me lol and for the presents :)))))

Happy Valentines Day

<3
~(11:05 PM)




I finally finished reading "Banana Pankcakes" by Solangel today at 4+a.m haha Awsome fanfiction. The starting was rather boring, but AMAZING ending. Usually, i don't read fanfictions with weird names, i did contemplate on Banana Pankcakes, but how can i not read it after such a prologue?

To You:

If you cannot piece together broken glass, why did you try to when he left? If you cannot continue to draw with a broken crayon, why did you try to when she left? If you had sworn your loyalty to me, why did you go and hold hands with the Devil? If you had sworn your heart to me, why did you eat from that box of chocolate? If you had sworn yourself to me, then why did you kiss that soul?

Now, I am picking up the shattered glass that had ravaged the floor. Now, I am trying to murder a blank piece of paper with the broken crayon. Now, I am reaching out for Devil to end my misery. Now, I am purging up all that chocolate I had eaten after you left.

But, I have no soul to kiss.

Because you took mine.

It is neither a fond or hated memory. Yet, on the good days, I don’t remember. And on bad days, I do. I remember all of it in its entirety tightly pinned behind a picture frame permanently nailed to the walls of my mind. I should erase the pieces, but I choose to let it live inside because I will be able to play, replay, and pause those moments at my will.

Come back and save me before it’s too late.

Before all the colors in my world blend together and fade . . .

SUPER NICE RIGHT? But the ending was sadddddddd. But then again, all of Solangel's fanfictions have sad endings. This time, 1died, the main-guy lost his sight, and the female will loose her sight soon because of her progressive night blindness. But the ironic thing is, the guy promised to be her eyes at night, but he turned blind before she did. Hense the phrase "come back and save me before it's too late, before all the colours in my world blend together and fade..." Anyway, read it! AWSOME AWSOME AWSOME. Definitely one of my favourites.

And my favourite couple scene from this fanfiction is this.

“Let’s go eat. You hungry?” DongMin asked me when we turned down the
walkway toward where he parked his motorcycle.

“I guess – I’ve been eating so much though,” I complained.

“I know. You looked like you gained weight,” DongMin said.

“Yah!” I smacked his arm.

“It’s what a best friend would say!” he defended himself.

“What would a boyfriend say then?” I challenged.

“No honey, you don’t look fat,” DongMin retorted with a straight face.

Oh did i mention? This fanfiction is one of those best-friends-turned-lovers kinda thing. Typical, i know, but again, AWSOME ENDING lol She throws you a bomb when you least expect it. I thought it was gonna be a happy ending, but noooo, she just can't allow it. But it just made it better so.. hahahha

So as of now, my top3 favourite fanfictions of all time are.. (in aplabatical order)
1) Banana Pancakes
2) CINDERELLA - But the glass slippers never belonged to me…
3) Minwoo and Mina (couldn't remember the name, only the main character's name LOL But it was the first fanfiction i ever read. Nick introduced it)

Anyway lol Here's the similarities. They are all best-friends-turned-lovers fanfiction, and they all have sad endings.

Ah, I'm such a sucker for this lol

Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything:)
~(10:32 PM)




Did any of you realised today is Friday the 13th? LOL Friday the 13th is a superstition about a day of good or (mostly)bad luck. But luckily for me, i got the former.

So, went to school for bstats tutoring because Little Miss Nerd signed me up beforehand LOL For all the good intentions but i went without paper, calculator or pencil case. I brought my file though ;) Lunch at Makan place after that with her and Mrs. Loki before i head to Tiong Bahru and got 2 slices of Strawberry sweetheart from breadtalk for Strawberry Gang's Valentine gathering hahah

Met up with Mrs.Denise No-Wind and Mr.Darren at Yishun Macdonalds. Denise left after like, 10minutes? So me and darren finished up the cake and strawberries and because darren had to send a girl-friend back to YJC, i tagged along and they took a freaking cab LOL So that was how i was snuck into YJC. It was weird for me because i was the only one not in uniform LOL

Darren brought me around the school and i saw some familiar faces hahahhaa apart from darren and denise, there was ruby, ray, xiting, julia, skandan, zhenru, david, wilson and even... Jiaqi LOL

And there i was, thinking it would be nice to see jiaqi one last time as a girl who likes him, since i promised myself i will get over it after tomorrow and we'll just be friends.. and it's like a confirmation for myself, you know.. to see if i still liked him (as much) or not.. and it happened. We all thought he had went home since they all say he's a slacker and go home early but there he was lol in the.. archery field?

And when i saw him.. my heart stopped...

Nah, just kidding! HAHAHAHHAHA

I was really just, pleasantly surprised. I bet he was stunned too seeing me appear out of no where ("maybe she's stalking me since tomorrow's valentines day..." lol) So anyway, no more crazy heart-beats or jelly-legs. It felt nice seeing him again after 2months plus, like seeing an old friend you haven't seen in years. It was heartwarming and nostalgic, and i was glad he's doing fine and everything.

We talked abit lol and he demonstrated his archery skills when i asked. I was impressed LOL He's really quite accurate there, no bias-ness! Darren's a witness too! But really, that's it. That's all i feel.

Amazing, isn't it? How i ask for something, and it happens. Just like how i used to chant to myself on the way to chinese tuition that the teacher would be sick, and it happens. And an even more amazing one, i hoped that the bus would take a wrong turn and give me an excuse to be late and it happened, but it wasn't a wrong turn, it just happened that the bus changed to a new route that day LOL

Maybe it's fate, or coincidence. Still, I can't help but feel that God granted my little wish to see him one last time so i could move on hahahah

God in my head: Your wish is granted, now MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE.

Yup, not one last time like I'll never see him again. I probably would, many times in the future but not as the girl crazily in love with him anymore. But as a friend. And perhaps from this, a beautiful friendship may develop LOL You never know :P

As for now, I'm officially crush-less and feeling a little empty inside.

But I'm sure my future is all sun-flowery.. A new love awaits me! hahahahhaha

It might even be tomorrow

Teen's horoscope for me this month on love: Sometime it's better to know when to walk away
My love luck on another book for tomorrow: shang shang qian lol which means ULTIMATE good luck :)

I guess it's true when one door closes, another opens. I'm already looking forward to my new future, you should too! :)

And, for whatever sake, Happy Valentines Day for tomorrow! <3
~(8:24 PM)







Ok la, i don't really hate valentines. I just wanna piss off the love birds, if there's any reading this hahahahha
~(11:07 PM)




Since everyday's valentines day as long as you're happy with the one you love. Valentine's day is more like, Single's awareness day.

Sigh.

I'm contented being single. I'm happy being single.

But.

It would be nice to have a shoulder to lie on in the bus on the way to school. It would be nice to have someone hold your hand when you're cold and walking home alone at night. It would be nice to have someone tell you they love you, that with you, they'd go anywhere, even if the destination was hell. Someone to share your good times, your bad times.. blah blah blah

And it would be nice if i stopped falling for the wrong guys LOL

Anyway, I haven't found Mr. Right yet.

And Jiaqi is obviously not the one, so I'm not going to wait for the impossible anymore.

So, i give myself until Valentines Day to think about him. And after that, it's over. The-End.

I even thought about messaging him, "Hey, i won't like you anymore :P so let's be normal friends from now on ;) and Happy valentines day <3" But it's kinda stupid.. hahahha

Ahwell. Anyway we have a school event on that day lol

I'll buy myself chocolates though. If nobody loves me, at least there's me! hahahaha

Well, my time will come, and cupid will grant me happiness.

奇跡を信じて！(kiseki-wo-shinjite)
Translates into: Believe in miracles!

Good for you, love birds :P
~(10:42 PM)




So, the week has ended, and i've spent the only free day i have in this hectic week sleeping. Obviously, since i havent recovered from my little sickness. Sigh, my voice's still kinda.. "husky" oh god it's embarrassing and i have to go to work tomorrow! Ahwell, since it's the last weekend and i still get paid.. fine!

Anyway, the oral presentation.. not so good. OBSE final exam.. passable and GUESS WHAT? I GOT AN A+ FOR MY ECONS PAIRWORK REPORT!!!! And contrary to popular beliefs, i did do my work this time okay, our work was evenly splited lol i didn't just leach off the other person or bribed the teacher, like ben said hahhahaha And the best part, i wrote most of it the morning of the day we were gonna pass up lol no wonder people say sometimes last minute work is the best! Well it works for me!

Anyway, there's hardly any school next week, and the week after.. except we have Blaw exam on friday, Bstats exam on saturday and then Miec exam on Monday.. then it's the HOLIDAYS!!!

But one week after that me and a few random people have a presentation for the cheers thingy lol so yah..

Ok im done. Bye
~(7:46 PM)




Stress- A dynamic condition in which an individual is confronted with an opportunity, constraint, or demand related to what he or she desires and for which the outcome is perceived to be both uncertain and important. ~definition from the notes

Stress- physical, mental, or emotional strain or tension ~definition from dictionary.com

W.T.H???!!!

Why do they insist on long definitions? If anything, it confuses me even more.

I feel rather stress right now. I went to bed at 11.30, i woke up around 5, if "woke up" is the right word when you haven't fell asleep, at all. So i lie there, with my eyes close, fully aware all the time that im on my bed, with my eyes close, fully aware that i've turned from right to left, left to right multiple times, fully aware of the lyrics of the music i was playing in an attempt to put me asleep, fully aware that I'm awake, and that my eyes are heavy and tired even though they are closed, that I'm exhausting a lot of energy just by moving my arms and legs. Damn it, I'm fully aware of everything's that happening to and around me.

And what makes it worst, is when i start having a running nose.

And plus, i have 4more chapters of OBSE notes to study and memorise for the exam at 2pm. And a speech at 11+.

Why won't my brain go to bed? WHYYYYYY?

It's screwing up my whole immune system, and not helping since I'm already sick in the first place. Why can't it wait till thursday or friday to do this to me? At least then i can get a MC and skip work.

My brain just won't stop thinking!

Now I'm seriously considering pills for my insomia. If this goes on, I'm gonna go crazy! It's been FOUR DAYS.

Argh, ok i need to study. Bye
~(5:43 AM)




So even after 1cup of salt water, 2cups of herbal tea and 3spoonfuls of chuan pei pi pa gao, i still lost my voice on monday. I even took 2 gingseng pills! LOL the things you do out of desperation

Anyway my presentation got postponed to Wednesday(tmr) because i had a valid reason LOL I got my speech done, but i couldn't practice cause i don't wanna strain my throat.

My parents brought me to see zhong yi (chinese doctor) yesterday. I thought they were supposed to be traditional! But the doctor just asked questions and input into her computer. Anyway i got throat infection and fever hahahah

So i got powered herbs as my medicine. It's not bitter, but very powdery. So when i drink, i feel that the sediments are building up at the opening of my throat and that made me very uncomfortable. When i couldn't take it anymore, i vomited. Not a lot la, just.. hmmm...

So anyway, I HATE OBSE!

Ok, im gonna go study now.

Bye and get well soon (to myself :) )
~(9:12 PM)




Finally, TWO more working days! hahahahha

Went to my cousin's house after work. Had wet beehoon for dinner and Haagen Daz strawberry cheese cake cause it's my cousin (felicia)'s 14th birthday! LOL IT WAS DELICIOUS CANNNNNNNN HAHAHHAHA

Other then that, this is gonna be another busy week!

1)Bcomm oral presentation 20% TMR

And guess what? I'M HAVING A SORETHROAT! OUT OF NO WHERE!

GAHHHHH... would it help if i just keep drinking water tonight? Will my throat heal miraculously tomorrow morning? Or should i ask for a delay since it's 20% and do it on wednesday instead.

BUT the thing is, there's 2) OBSE examination on wednesday (30%), and i don't want to be distracted by the oral thingy. But it's 20%!

Ah, the dilemma.

Anyway after that, there's 3) blaw test on thursday (5% thank god)

Yah lo, what to do.

I believe that i'm generally a very lucky person. And i'm already feeling better, so i'll probably be well enough to present tomorrow. Com'on, it's only THREE MINUTES! Compared to 2more days of agony yah.

Anyway, things will eventually work out! (boat reach bridge head naturally straight!=P)

Haha Ok here's a picture of my cousin's cake!

FEAST ON IT!





HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA SOH WEI TING!!!

JUST KNOW THAT YOU'RE MY FAVOURITE COUSIN OF ALL TIME LOL AND STAY HAPPY ALWAYS, DON'T SO EMO AND DON'T SO STRESS! LIVE YOUR 14 YEAR-OLD LIFE TO THE MAX!!! LOL

Love, mx


Okay I'm gonna go shower, edit my speech and sleep! Bye!
~(9:40 PM)

meixuan aka mx, max, wintermelon
18, March14, Pieces
Single
Ngee Ann Poly, Business studies
Loves Anime, music, reading, sleeping
Wants to chase a tornado
Needs money and exercise LOL
Hopes to fall in love again
With the right person this time ><
I rock!=)



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