Is it so hard to trust me a little?

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Blogger's screwing up again. GREAT! Just the way to make my morning even BETTER!

I have no lessons today until 6PM and the plan was to sleep till 2 and wake up and study for my japanese exam later, but at 10.30am, i received a call from my dad SCREAMING into my ear telling me how dissapointed he is in me. He NEVER screams at me. Okay maybe once or twice when i failed maths in primary 4 or 5, or when i screwed up the computer, but yah, he rarely even scolds me, let say screaming.

So what was the deal about? They received the warning letter from NgeeAnn saying i was low on attendance for fmgt tutorials. Seriously! So i was occasionally late for a few times, but i swear! Other than the ONE TIME i skipped fmgt tutorial to STUDY for the ECD common test, i have NEVER skipped another fmgt tutorial. I skip once, and i get a low attendance warning?!!! What about the idiots who skip every other week?! This is ridiculous. And the funnier part. My parents wouldn't believe me.

HAH. Yes, you got that right. They chose to believe a stupid computer generated email over their only child. Think about how that made me feel. People can't get along without trust, and my own parents wouldn't trust me when i said i attended my lessons. And all the while, they talked about how they wouldn't leave me a single penny and all that crap. And guess what, I WASN'T EVEN THINKING ABOUT THAT! Who do they think i am? A character in a HongKong drama serial featuring family members fighting over the inheritance? All i could think about was how MY OWN PARENTS DOESN'T TRUST ME. What have i done to deserve this? Past history? No. I have perfect attendance in primary and secondary school, they wouldn't allow me to skip even if i was sick!

Seriously! And like what they always do, they drift from one topic to another and start scolding me on all areas of my life. And suddenly, I'm hanging out with bad people? Other than Bih, they have NEVER met or talked to any of my poly clique. And they just assumed my low attendance is because im hanging out with "bad people" So i've been going out a lot more recently, that doesn't mean im with bad people doing bad things wth. 3/4 of the time, all we ever did was have DINNER, and you know why? Cause my mom didn't cook! They know i hang out with Bih, and they know Bih's a good girl, so why would people Bih hang out with, people I also hang out with now (except the slave drivers) become bad people? Even if they didn't trust my taste in friends, they should have taken into consideration that Bih's part of the clique. And would Bih hang out with bad people?!!!! For god's sake, some of them are more hardworking than me! Yah, and they treatened to cancel the party this saturday.

Yadda yadda, and of course, when they're pissed with me, they like to bring my hobby into the picture. It doesn't matter what it's about. Low attendance, or loosing my ez-link card, no matter what mistakes i make, they'll bring in my animes. And funnily, i don't even watch anime that much anymore. I watch ONCE A WEEK! Or i watch only a few episodes (less than 10) a week. Whatever. Those things don't even link! It's not like i skipped my lesson to watch anime -_- I could have watched anime in class if i wanted to! But i don't, damnit i actually listen in my classes this semester. But of course, what's the point of explaining? So even if they believe me on this point (highly doubt so), they would probably move on to how i've been talking on the phone a lot more recently. And you know what? That's precisely why i hate using the house phone. They can use it against me! ARGH!!! WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG?

I hate this. The email/letter could be a big mistake! I received a warning letter for low attendance for Japanese102 before (and i attended ALL the lessons okay),and you know why? Because the teacher hasn't updated the attendance yet! It could be the exact same thing! I don't know man, but im speaking to my FMGT tutorial teacher tomorrow. If i can, I'm gonna get him to call my parents up and explain, cause my parents obviously do not trust me. SIGH.

Hopefully, i can survive till tomorrow to check with my teacher. I can go dig myself a hole right now, just in case. :X

~(11:02 AM)