Mx on a rebound

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

FM-Financial Management AND EBA-Electronics Business Application? WAS ABSOULUTELY DRAGGY!!! For both lectures, both lecturers try to be interesting but completely fail at it! Even bihshean, the class nerd fell asleep! LOL I didn't cause i was only half listening haha one ear with my earpiece plugged to my handphone and the other "listening" to the lecture. I kept waiting for the 重点(important point)，but it never came, so i ended up scribbling the lyrics to Boyzone's Shooting Star in my notebook lol

My favourite part of the lyrics:
And that solitary star,
Is an awful lot like me.
On an endless search through time and space,
For a place that won't seem wrong.

Because because, I always feel left out/outcasted in whatever clique i hang out with. With the ngee ann clique, it's because they are all hendersons and im a deyian. With the guys, sometimes when they talk jc or guy stuff and yah. With the girls, LOL cause they don't tell me anything. And the fuhua clique, HAHAHA im too normal to fit in, or too guai, believe it or not. So the only time i feel like i fit in is when im with soomei, cause there's only two of us LOL I'm really not good with people, despite my supposingly out-going personality haha And not to mention, i'm a social-butterfly repellent.

Okayokay, I didn't blog to talk about my lousy social standing. Here's the 重点.

M-SAN (cute guy i mentioned yesterday, and of course this is not his real name) WAS PRESENT TODAY LOL It was kinda dissapointing cause we didn't really talk at first, the only thing he said was, "Your eating the freshies' food" -_-, and after that zilch, nothing! I was giving out freebies at one end, and he was at the other end waiting for people to ask him for guiadance (to their lecture halls LOL). And that lasted till everything ended.

But after that, i bumped into him again(at the canteen), and again(at the CCA fiesta). Which reminds me of one of the quotes from "Fated to love you":
我只知道第一次是偶然，（I only know the first time is accidental)
第二次是必然， (The second time is inevitable)
第三次是命中注定。(And the third time is by fate)

(Actually for my case, the first one's inevitable cause he's there to help out at the event, the second time's accidental cause well, not like i expected to see him again. And the third time is by fate :) )

Lol okay fine, maybe im over-thinking it but leave me be, i live in my world of fantasies. Anyway, like i mentioned, the second time at the canteen, we didn't talk at all. Don't think he noticed me at all, maybe he did. He passed by my table but there were no seats so he left to sit somewhere else. I was reading my book and when i looked up, he just happen to stand up and walked towards the drinks stall (near my table). And after that my eyes just followed him all the way back to his table LOL.

The third time was at the CCA fiesta, and since i said i was gonna sign up i walked towards their booth and surprise surprise, M-san was there! Even though it was kinda off since we left the canteen before he did! Anyway i asked him a few innocent questions about the club haha and his course. Happens he's in my course, just that he's in 2.1 and im in 2.2 so that's why i've never seen him before! LOL So i signed up for it hahahahahha oh and track and field and japanese tsubasa club too!

At that point, i still haven't got his name! LOL Cause it was still kinda weird. So anyway, it was nigel who smsed me his name hahaha

So because of the whole eyes following him back to the table episode, and the joining his cca episode, bihshean and gang are now calling me a stalker! HAHAHAH I told benji about it and...
ben ™ says:
stalker - someone who prowls or sneaks about; usually with unlawful intentions. does this sound like u?
ben ™ says:
lol
mx - omnia vincit amor says:
LOL NO
mx - omnia vincit amor says:
HAHAHAH
mx - omnia vincit amor says:
i nv sneak about
mx - omnia vincit amor says:
i went straight to him
mx - omnia vincit amor says:
and signed up infront of him
ben ™ says:
lol wth
ben ™ says:
dats worse....blatantly doing it
ben ™ says:
o.o

HAHAHA AND I AM NOT A STALKER! I do not have unlawful intentions, just unnatural ones. I'm lazy to explain myself LOL But it's kinda exhilarating, don't you think? DRAMA! hahaha And you know what they say, the easiest way to get over someone is to fall in love with another. Even though i feel that it's unfair for the other guy, but com'on, not like anything's gonna happen. This is gonna end before we know it!

So anyway, i learned a new phrase from japanese 103 today.
疲れました-Tsukaremashita
It means I'm tired LOL
Which I am.

And i just received the sms from track and field that the orientation's tmr. But I'm So Tired. Okay we'll see tomorrow. Bye!

~(9:34 PM)