只想愛你 (zhi xiang ai ni) - RAiNiE YANG

我終於還是說了一句我愛你 還記得那個微涼夜裡天空正飄著小雨
心跳的聲音 像舞動奇蹟

你看著我說千萬不要愛上你 因為你只會讓我傷心別傻了快點喊停
你那麼冷靜 忽遠又忽近

我知道我對你來說也許太年輕 我想我猜我問我終於了解
原來為愛流的眼淚 也是種甜蜜滋味

只想愛你
當我和你走在一起就已經決定 不看不聽不問也不會放棄
是你讓我了解自己 可以為愛那麼堅定

只想愛你
好想每天睜開眼睛就能看到你 我知道我偶爾有一點任性
不管你做任何決定 究竟愛我還是逃避

Sorry 我還是不會放棄愛你


My current favourite chinese song for my current favourite eye-candy M-san, since i saw him again today at Alumni.

Ansar thinks he's cute too :)

~(10:57 PM)




And it's not only school, but track too.

Firstly, due to my recent drop in GPA, i've decided to work harder this semester. Which means i won't (as much as possible) sleep in lectures, even if im only half listening and i will do my tutorials, for as long as possible LOL :D

As for track, lol the training today was tougher then last week's. I was late due to academic reasons (was doing FM in the library) and thank god, i missed the campus run LOL It's not that i hate running around the campus, but there are slopes and i would never be able to catch up, so i would rather do my warming up around the tracks.

Today's training:
Warm up-2 rounds (800m)
Stretching
600mX3sets (1800m)
Games:
Dog and Bone
Captain's ball

I was fine with warming up and stretching. In fact, I love stretching LOL It's the only thing i do well LOL So anyway, i chose middle distance after all, and our training for today was to run 3sets of 600m, with 10minutes break in between each set, even though we took longer breaks then that haha When we started off at the starting line, everybody went straight into sprinting and i was like, "Huh?" and started jogging at my own pace hahaha So obviously for all 3sets, i was always the last to reach the finishing line. I'm more into training my stamina then my speed yah.

Anyway, i was quite touched when i realised some of the guys stood round the track to clap for me to keep me going on, even though i never talked to them and i don't know their names haha it was really nice of them :) And of cause the senior who ran with me during my last lap :D

As for the games, i skipped Dog and Bone to rest and do stretching :P and i skipped captain's ball to do EBA tutorial at the grandstand LOL I don't like either of those games anyway, so it's not a loss. However, i would join in wednesday's dodge ball! HAHAHAHA

So after track, i took my usual 74back to amk central. And then i decided to get a waffle from Prima Deli for my dinner. So i dragged myself all the way from the bus-stop to the shop, and then they tell me there's no more waffle. !!!!!! So instead, i had subway for dinner haha Which wasn't bad at all, since i was planning to eat subway last friday and this afternoon but didn't due to certain circumstances :S

Oh did i mention that i got muscle ache for almost 3days after my 800m warm up last wednesday during track training? And today i ran approximately 2.8km, so my muscles are gonna kill me tomorrow :X

PRESERVERE, MEIXUAN!
~(11:43 PM)




M-san called today! HAHAHAH At least i think it was him. It sounded like him. And he was the only person i told that i have rollarblades in the Inline-skating club. So it should be him. It's amazing. The moment i saw his number(probably his number, why would he use someone else's handphone?), i thought, "Inline-skating club" HAHAHA And after i picked up, he went, "Hi is this meixuan? I'm calling from inline-skating club" :P He called to check if i was going for the try-outs this coming Thursday. I probably sounded very unconvincing with my "I think so" and "Should bes". He said to see me there anyway hahahah So there's no backing out now. There's only one problem. How do i bring my skates to school? It doesn't fit in the shoe bag, and the brake stick out from my backpag. I can't possibly bring it to school in a plastic bag can i? I liked the way he said my name hahaha "meixuan" eh at least he didn't pronounce it the wrong way. My HRM tutorial teacher called me "mei xian" UGH Soyah. I was grining ear-to-ear for about 3minutes after he hung up LOL I'm such an idiot. :s

What if it wasn't him? :X
~(11:10 PM)




I went for track&field after all, even though someone ps-ed me. Nigel came, though abit late but he had his reasons. Come to think of it, he's always been there for me on my CCA adventures LOL We joined 5ccas together last year too, and then quit 1 by 1 together LOL He's like my CCA-buddy HAHAHA

Anyway track started off with 2rounds round the track. I went from the middle all the way to the back hahahha I didn't stop lo! I just have shorter legs so people start overtaking me one by one hahaha But if we had ran 1 more round, i would have collapse! 2rounds, 800m is my limit hahaha Ehhh but not bad for someone who hasn't exercised for 1year!

After the running we did some stretching and then ice-breaker games, which consisted of whacko, this game where you have to grab an orange with your mouth from a pail of water and then a sweet from a tray of flour, and then captain's ball. I've never liked captain's ball. It's a game where i never get the ball LOL

Speaking of balls, i'm very lucky today. Yes i didn't get to touch the ball throughout the whole game of captain's ball, but i did get hit by the rugby and then a soccer ball. LOL How nice is that?

So after that there was a mini-tryout session for high-jump and long-jump. I crashed and burnt at both events. And then there was "obstacle course" LOL where we roll the medicine ball until a white line and then go under the hurdles till the other side. It was easy for me since i'm short and i didn't have to bend a lot LOL And then there's relay. Our team was last HAHAHAHHA Eh we were already the last when my teammate got to me (im the third runner) so it's not my fault. And out of all the third runners, I'm the shortest and all of them are so tall, there's even a guy whose 1.9m!!! So you see, i have my limitations :P

Next monday's training consist of abit of ice-breaking games and try outs. I'm thinking of which event to go for. High-jump/Long-jump/whatever jump is definitely out of the question. I wanted hurdles but the hurdles are almost as tall as me hahah so i don't see how i can jump over them unless they're lower? And running. Short distance means sprinting. I don't know if i can sprint, cause the only time i sprint is while catching for the bus, and i don't time myself. Then there's middle-distance running (600m-3km?) which im seriously considering. I simply don't have the stamina for long-distance so..

Look, I'm not going competitively okay. I just wanna exercise and keep fit and raise my stamina, since it's one of my NY resolution this year. Also, if i exercise, i can feel less guilty about eating too much sometimes LOL And i wanna convert my fats into muscles. I have fat thighs, i hate them, so yah. SLIM DOWN!!! And this is a healthier way compared to skipping my meals cause i get hungry easily at times. :)

So yah that's all for today. I know you find it unbelievable for me to join track&field,(if you asked me last year, i would be like, "you want me die ah?", soyah),believe me, me too LOL

So now the question is, how long can i last?

As long as possible, i hope. *gulp*
~(10:49 PM)




FM-Financial Management AND EBA-Electronics Business Application? WAS ABSOULUTELY DRAGGY!!! For both lectures, both lecturers try to be interesting but completely fail at it! Even bihshean, the class nerd fell asleep! LOL I didn't cause i was only half listening haha one ear with my earpiece plugged to my handphone and the other "listening" to the lecture. I kept waiting for the 重点(important point)，but it never came, so i ended up scribbling the lyrics to Boyzone's Shooting Star in my notebook lol

My favourite part of the lyrics:
And that solitary star,
Is an awful lot like me.
On an endless search through time and space,
For a place that won't seem wrong.

Because because, I always feel left out/outcasted in whatever clique i hang out with. With the ngee ann clique, it's because they are all hendersons and im a deyian. With the guys, sometimes when they talk jc or guy stuff and yah. With the girls, LOL cause they don't tell me anything. And the fuhua clique, HAHAHA im too normal to fit in, or too guai, believe it or not. So the only time i feel like i fit in is when im with soomei, cause there's only two of us LOL I'm really not good with people, despite my supposingly out-going personality haha And not to mention, i'm a social-butterfly repellent.

Okayokay, I didn't blog to talk about my lousy social standing. Here's the 重点.

M-SAN (cute guy i mentioned yesterday, and of course this is not his real name) WAS PRESENT TODAY LOL It was kinda dissapointing cause we didn't really talk at first, the only thing he said was, "Your eating the freshies' food" -_-, and after that zilch, nothing! I was giving out freebies at one end, and he was at the other end waiting for people to ask him for guiadance (to their lecture halls LOL). And that lasted till everything ended.

But after that, i bumped into him again(at the canteen), and again(at the CCA fiesta). Which reminds me of one of the quotes from "Fated to love you":
我只知道第一次是偶然，（I only know the first time is accidental)
第二次是必然， (The second time is inevitable)
第三次是命中注定。(And the third time is by fate)

(Actually for my case, the first one's inevitable cause he's there to help out at the event, the second time's accidental cause well, not like i expected to see him again. And the third time is by fate :) )

Lol okay fine, maybe im over-thinking it but leave me be, i live in my world of fantasies. Anyway, like i mentioned, the second time at the canteen, we didn't talk at all. Don't think he noticed me at all, maybe he did. He passed by my table but there were no seats so he left to sit somewhere else. I was reading my book and when i looked up, he just happen to stand up and walked towards the drinks stall (near my table). And after that my eyes just followed him all the way back to his table LOL.

The third time was at the CCA fiesta, and since i said i was gonna sign up i walked towards their booth and surprise surprise, M-san was there! Even though it was kinda off since we left the canteen before he did! Anyway i asked him a few innocent questions about the club haha and his course. Happens he's in my course, just that he's in 2.1 and im in 2.2 so that's why i've never seen him before! LOL So i signed up for it hahahahahha oh and track and field and japanese tsubasa club too!

At that point, i still haven't got his name! LOL Cause it was still kinda weird. So anyway, it was nigel who smsed me his name hahaha

So because of the whole eyes following him back to the table episode, and the joining his cca episode, bihshean and gang are now calling me a stalker! HAHAHAH I told benji about it and...
ben ™ says:
stalker - someone who prowls or sneaks about; usually with unlawful intentions. does this sound like u?
ben ™ says:
lol
mx - omnia vincit amor says:
LOL NO
mx - omnia vincit amor says:
HAHAHAH
mx - omnia vincit amor says:
i nv sneak about
mx - omnia vincit amor says:
i went straight to him
mx - omnia vincit amor says:
and signed up infront of him
ben ™ says:
lol wth
ben ™ says:
dats worse....blatantly doing it
ben ™ says:
o.o

HAHAHA AND I AM NOT A STALKER! I do not have unlawful intentions, just unnatural ones. I'm lazy to explain myself LOL But it's kinda exhilarating, don't you think? DRAMA! hahaha And you know what they say, the easiest way to get over someone is to fall in love with another. Even though i feel that it's unfair for the other guy, but com'on, not like anything's gonna happen. This is gonna end before we know it!

So anyway, i learned a new phrase from japanese 103 today.
疲れました-Tsukaremashita
It means I'm tired LOL
Which I am.

And i just received the sms from track and field that the orientation's tmr. But I'm So Tired. Okay we'll see tomorrow. Bye!
~(9:34 PM)




Ok first off, a few updates. Training at Cheers Vista Point ended last Thursday. Cambodia group presentation was a success, i think. Met up with Soomei last thursday too to catch up and as usual, LJS for dinner. She gave me a birthday card with a sheep on it. And qsm, if your reading this, Mary is the name of the girl, not the sheep! You know, "Marry had a little lamb..." LOL Well thanks anyway LOL I wanted to post up a few pictures, but my laptop crashes everytime i try to bluetooth the pics from my phone to the lappy. So Maybe next time :)

As for today, i had to be in school by 7am haha Got our stuff from cheers and started giving out free food to the freshies with a gang of people from the rollarblading/rollarskating club. I'm thinking of joining the club too for *muahahahha* not-very-innocent reasons :P Anyway i do have a rollarblade, and i hardly blade, and after all these years all i can do is go straight LOL So might as well. I'll sign up and we'll see how it goes, maybe i'll quit after 1 training LOL like last year :p

Anyway first lecture of the day starts at 9. CMA-Cost % Managerial Accounting. I only have 1word to describe both the moudule and the lecturer-BORING. Blah. me, Bih and sweemun decided to pon FM-Financial Management lecture because we'll have to wait for 3hours! So we're joining the BFS peeps tomorrow at their lecture LOL Since we have to be in school at 7am again, and our next lecture starts at 11 and their FM lecture's from 9-11 LOL So now I'm at home, in my bed, blogging :)

Hmm. I wonder if that cute guy's gonna be there again tomorrow. He was one of the helpers, so i hope to see him again. I haven't even gotten his name! HAHAHA Only that he's a year2. Sweemun's right, i get all the unimportant details LOL

"Hi, welcome to Ngee Ann. Are you lost?" =P
~(12:07 PM)




Lol YAY! I got the day off from work today! Unlike *ahem*some other group.. like *ahem*Bih LOL Ok la work wasn't tough at all. So far all we did was arranging the goods, observing the cashiers and data entry for stock received, which can be a big pain in the ass if you receive a lot that day. I became drowsy with all the numbers swimming in front of me that i had to redo the same order 3times! Gah. But other than that, everything's fine. And we get released early everyday too! Lol my manager's a really nice guy.. except for some minor flaw lol

Well other than work, our group presentation for cambodia trip got delayed till next friday... which means we still have to meet up this weekend to brush up. My video's alright since they decided not to change (most of) the contents so the rest's just adding effects and a little bit of editing here and there. As for the powerpoint slides, they decided to redo the whole thing so... Byebye my precious weekends. Yah and after next friday, we have to start on our cambodia individual report and then on monday, school reopens!

Speaking of school, i have a crap time-table next semester. On tuesday, i have to wait 3 or 4 hours between my last class and my japanese class at 6pm. (This, i will so totally change if not for the fact that Bih's on the tuesday class too and i can't leave her alone because according to her, she's "not good with people" which i think otherwise after some observations during our cambodia trip. She fits in better than I do! But than maybe i should, since she's been such a little traitor over some "situations"..) I get thursdays free, but i have to return to school on saturday. I don't understand why they don't just shift the saturday stuff to thursday so i get my free weekend. It's just 4hours anyway. And then there's the whole me and bih are in different class thingy. While she's in the same class as those chiongster-DPA students, i'm in the same class as my fun-but-... ex-classmates LOL Not complaining about that part but, how am i gonna survive without my nerd?!!! LOL

And then there's CCAs. I wanted to join Tsubasa club(some sort of japanese cultural club) but people say it's boring. Then i wanna join aerobics (cause i think it's a fun way to keep fit and exercise, since i don't do that a lot LOL) but everyone else think it's gay and refuses to join with me. So it's either i join alone or i don't have a CCA for the second year. Tough decisions Sigh I hope the answers will just drop down from the heavens above, but that's not possible huh.

Oh and not to mention, I'm totally broke right now.

Life just can't get any better huh LOL
~(2:27 PM)




I took the cab 4times today.
Once from my house to Singapore Press Holdings cause i woke up late. $16.50
Once from SPH to Aljunid MRT for lunch. $4 (weiqian paid)
Once from Aljunid MRT back to SPH cause it started raining. $3.40 (Hongni paid)
And then from Edwin's house back to mine cause it was late already. $7.60
Blah, if only this were Cambodia lol 4 Persons for US$1, regardless the distance. That would be cool man, i would cab everywhere.
My heart almost burst out of my ribcage as i took the cab from my house to SPH this morning. The cab just kept stopping! For about 20minutes, the cab stopped once every 100m or so, and the worst thing, the meter keeps running! What a huge price to pay for oversleeping :X

So anyway, today was the "Induction Programme" for cheers, which frankly speaking, was useless and boring. They could have finished it in 1 day, but dragged and dragged and made it 2 UGH. So that means i still have to go back there 1more time tomorrow morning :(

So after the whole cheers thing, me and Bih made our way to Yishun to meet Edwin. Had dinner at LJS and then headed to the library to do project, but there were no plugs for our laptops, so we went to Edwin's house instead. We progressed well i guess, since we finished our ppt slides and 90% of the video. But whether we've done well is a big question mark haha we're very insecure people.

Anyway, I'm a busy person so here's my schdule for the next two weeks before school reopens. (EDIED)
TMR: Work, Meeting lecturer in sch at 7
Wed: Work, sakura buffet at Science centre
Thur: work
Friday: FREE DAY
Sat&Sun: Project
Mon-Thur: Don't need ask, WORK!
Friday: Presentation, work/debrief
Sat&Sun: Free still, and hopefully it remains like that.

But i see my weekends being used to prepare for the individual report due when school reopens LOL (delayed by 2weeks)

Lol I know it's gonna be tough but, it's good for me i guess. When I'm too free, i start letting my imagination run wild. So keeping myself busy stops me from thinking whatever i don't want to be thinking, whatever it is LOL This is the sign of lack of sleep haha

I would really love to go to bed now since i have to wake up early tomorrow morning (7am? and it's 1.32am right now) but i have a video to touch up and finish on.

So yah, I'm off. Bye. Wish me luck :)
~(1:15 AM)




So, it's been ages since i've blogged.

I got back from cambodia on Thursday the 2nd. I wished i could have stayed in Cambodia, not forever, just, a little bit longer. Coming back, I'm suddenly bombarded with group presentations, individual report, cheers training that starts tomorrow, and a lot of things to think about.

Despite all that, I'm glad to be back home. Back in my room, back with my friends and high speed broadband LOL

But I'm. so. tired.

:X
~(10:03 PM)

meixuan aka mx, max, wintermelon
18, March14, Pieces
Single
Ngee Ann Poly, Business studies
Loves Anime, music, reading, sleeping
Wants to chase a tornado
Needs money and exercise LOL
Hopes to fall in love again
With the right person this time ><
I rock!=)



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