Refresh refresh
Friday, March 20, 2009
Haven't blogged in awhile huh. Here's a little recap then.
12th- Back from taiwan
13th- Slacked at home
14th- My birthday, met up with alan, went to cityhall, watcted DragonBall Evolution LOL, got me a slice of cake and went for NPCC reunion. Chatted and had Macflurry with shengwen and yeefung after that at central Mac.
15th- Cashflow game, celebration with Ngee Ann Clique. Lunch at Shokudou, had a full sized cake :D, spent time at Marina square, arcade and bowling, shoe-shopping with weiqian, then ice-cream at Macs again
16th- Cambodia lessons, "celebration" with deyi clique. Lunch at NYNY, had a full cake, watched Push, or Pusher whatever and it sucked.
17th- Met up with Bih, Edwin and Yiguang to prepare for Cambodia presentation. Tapanyaki dinner with Denise, Serene and Pris.
18th- Cambodia presentation 1. Went to orcahrd with Bih and met up with kennard. Had porridge lunch at food republic. Returned uniform, badges, locker key and shoe box to kino, collected pay, bought some books. Met up with Skandan and Darren (total coincidence. They called me to ask for directions to kino, and i just happened to be there lol), had dinner at Ambush, walked around.
19th- HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK! Mark's birthday chalet. His cake freaking big la LOL
20th- Release of results
Ok here's the thing. My result's are bad. Not bad-bad, just not up to standard bad.
BUSINESS COMMUNICATION B
BUSINESS LAW B+
BUSINESS STATISTICS B
MICROECONOMICS C+
ORG BEHAVIOUR FOR SERVICE EXCELLENCE B
GPA 3.0
The modules which coincides with my expectations are Bstats since lol I only just passed for common test 2 and i screwed up the last question since it was so difficult and OBSE because someone forgot to pass up our project -_- and we didn't do so well for the rest either LOL Business law was well. Lucky.
But how the hell did i end up with a C+ for microeconomics is something i do not comprehend. I got A+ for my report, and even though i don't listen in lectures (not just for this, for all but whatever), i attend the tutorial and listen! It's the only module this semester that i listen to during tutorial! And C+!
Then there's Bcomm. Maybe the sorethroat really compromised my 30% oral grade. I mean, for the first one, my voice was intact, i could practice, i was ready. The 30% one, i hardly got my voice back, so i couldn't practice, i wasn't that ready. Blah.
Ok so the module i worked the hardest for got the worst grade, second time in the running. The module i expected to do poorly for got the best grade.Okay actually Bstats/Blaw/OBSE were all my "worst modules" LOL But yah, my worst modules did better then my expected with a best result module! WHAT IS THIS SAYING?
If i work hard, i get crappy results. I slack, i get better results. So should i say i want to work harder or slack harder next semester. It's either this, or i have another theory. But I'm not gonna blog about it because you guys (Except nick) will think it's ridiculous.
Seriously, i think they gave me the wrong results man. I can send my paper for review, but it cost more than 30bucks, and it is highly possible that my grades will remain the same. If i send it in for review, i might or might not get the higher grade. And I'll be resigned to fate, like i suck for econs if my grade don't increase. And if i don't send it in for review, i can keep telling myself they got my grades wrong to console myself, but the thing is, you can never know.
And then there's me waiting for a letter from the school telling me they got my grades mixed up and in fact i got all distinctions LOL YAH RIGHT MEIXUAN, WAKE UP!
And I'm still refreshing the browser thinking an A+ will appear where the C+ did.
So i guess, next semester will be an experiment. I can work hard consistently and if i get crappy grades for everything, it means yah. I should slack instead? That sounds totally wrong. " I got crappy grades again, I'm gonna slack" GAWD.
Bih, Nick and alan all agree my brain works differently LOL
Bih: You should go see a phchaitrist
Me: I'M NOT MENTALLY UNSOUND! LOL
Oh wait i did get an A+, Japanese 102 :D But that's about the only happy thing that happened today.
I'll go back to my refreshing, feels like the only thing i can do right now.
~(6:25 PM)
On Holiday
Thursday, March 05, 2009
I don't really know what to blog about nowadays, and since i don't feel like sleeping (its 5am now and my mum wants me to wake up at 7.30 so if i go to sleep i'll be more tired when i wake up so i might as well don't sleep),here's a notice yah.
I'll be flying to taiwan in a few hours time(12.30pm) and I'll be back on the 12th.
Yah itterashai
Take care :)
~(4:56 AM)
Alarm
Sunday, March 01, 2009
It's a lot harder for me to fall asleep than to wake up nowadays. I'm exhausted.
~(8:41 AM)
