Reminiscence
Friday, February 13, 2009
Did any of you realised today is Friday the 13th? LOL Friday the 13th is a superstition about a day of good or (mostly)bad luck. But luckily for me, i got the former.
So, went to school for bstats tutoring because Little Miss Nerd signed me up beforehand LOL For all the good intentions but i went without paper, calculator or pencil case. I brought my file though ;) Lunch at Makan place after that with her and Mrs. Loki before i head to Tiong Bahru and got 2 slices of Strawberry sweetheart from breadtalk for Strawberry Gang's Valentine gathering hahah
Met up with Mrs.Denise No-Wind and Mr.Darren at Yishun Macdonalds. Denise left after like, 10minutes? So me and darren finished up the cake and strawberries and because darren had to send a girl-friend back to YJC, i tagged along and they took a freaking cab LOL So that was how i was snuck into YJC. It was weird for me because i was the only one not in uniform LOL
Darren brought me around the school and i saw some familiar faces hahahhaa apart from darren and denise, there was ruby, ray, xiting, julia, skandan, zhenru, david, wilson and even... Jiaqi LOL
And there i was, thinking it would be nice to see jiaqi one last time as a girl who likes him, since i promised myself i will get over it after tomorrow and we'll just be friends.. and it's like a confirmation for myself, you know.. to see if i still liked him (as much) or not.. and it happened. We all thought he had went home since they all say he's a slacker and go home early but there he was lol in the.. archery field?
And when i saw him.. my heart stopped...
Nah, just kidding! HAHAHAHHAHA
I was really just, pleasantly surprised. I bet he was stunned too seeing me appear out of no where ("maybe she's stalking me since tomorrow's valentines day..." lol) So anyway, no more crazy heart-beats or jelly-legs. It felt nice seeing him again after 2months plus, like seeing an old friend you haven't seen in years. It was heartwarming and nostalgic, and i was glad he's doing fine and everything.
We talked abit lol and he demonstrated his archery skills when i asked. I was impressed LOL He's really quite accurate there, no bias-ness! Darren's a witness too! But really, that's it. That's all i feel.
Amazing, isn't it? How i ask for something, and it happens. Just like how i used to chant to myself on the way to chinese tuition that the teacher would be sick, and it happens. And an even more amazing one, i hoped that the bus would take a wrong turn and give me an excuse to be late and it happened, but it wasn't a wrong turn, it just happened that the bus changed to a new route that day LOL
Maybe it's fate, or coincidence. Still, I can't help but feel that God granted my little wish to see him one last time so i could move on hahahah
God in my head: Your wish is granted, now MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE.
Yup, not one last time like I'll never see him again. I probably would, many times in the future but not as the girl crazily in love with him anymore. But as a friend. And perhaps from this, a beautiful friendship may develop LOL You never know :P
As for now, I'm officially crush-less and feeling a little empty inside.
But I'm sure my future is all sun-flowery.. A new love awaits me! hahahahhaha
It might even be tomorrow
Teen's horoscope for me this month on love: Sometime it's better to know when to walk away
My love luck on another book for tomorrow: shang shang qian lol which means ULTIMATE good luck :)
I guess it's true when one door closes, another opens. I'm already looking forward to my new future, you should too! :)
And, for whatever sake, Happy Valentines Day for tomorrow! <3
~(8:24 PM)
