Stuck on my own, at a lonely corner
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
つまらない
tsu-ma-ra-na-i, it means boring
I've been repeating this phrase to myself all morning, not just to commit it to memory, but also because it was in line with the atmosphere.
Just so you know, i was left alone at Counter D, the most Deserted counter in all of kino, ALONE, for 1hr 28minutes.
I was so bored, i wrote a poem.
(Yes, even though i took pure lit, we were taught more on analysing, not writing poems. And as you all know, i do not have a wide range of vocabulary or beautiful expressions i can use. And i only know how to write poem that rhymes LOL For some reason, i can't bring myself to write poems that doesn't rhyme, i feel really insecure when i do that. And i'm childish in my writing. BUT, all that is written are true and accurate to the best of my abilities :) )
Stuck on my own, at a lonely cornerPeople walking past, seeing but never botheredOnce in awhile, they ask for answersOnce in awhile, they ask for prices"Are you a member?", i ask all the customersSome say yes, while some give no for an answerSome pay cash, while others use nets or masterSome are polite, while some leave me in angerStuck on my own, at a lonely cornerStumbling around, waiting for my partnerFumbling about, playing with a staplerWaiting for inspiration to make this poem betterA customer just paid using vouchersThirty dollars, due eighth OctoberBehind each of them i have to write my name, date and counterAnd if i lose them i have to pay with my wagesStuck not on my own, still at a lonely cornerEven with a partner, i feel alone as everMaybe i should wait a little bit longerMaybe than the conversation would flow a little bit smootherEleven twenty-eight, already waiting for lunch hourWhat should i eat, mos, subway or macdonalds?I should stop this and work a lot harderSo behind my back i won't be called a slackerThere you have it, have a good laugh. But i still think it's creative though, even if just a bit.
Oh and another information, the movie thing with the morning shift people didn't happen.
I was exhausted, didn't sleep a wink last night hehe
But despite that, there was no void today, and my balancing form balanced again! Second time! YAY ME! *.*
Okay, now im gonna go get some rest
And hide my face from the rest of the world Lol
~(10:35 PM)