HAPPY HELLOWEEN, PEEPS!

TRICK OR TREAT? =P

For the fifth consequtive year, my estate is holding it's annual Helloween Party lol I was looking through the curtains before dinner and i saw an angel, a soldier, devil, fairies, witches.. At that point i wished i was 7 instead of 17. I wished i had a costume. I wished i could run around the estate with a bucket asking for treats. But i can't, because i'm too old lol. And mostly, i regret because i've never been to a Helloween party, or a costume party.

But imagine, if we had a Helloween/costume party, what would you go as?
I'll probably dress up as a witch. I've always wanted to be a witch, i want to do magic! hahaha and here's a list of what i think you guys would/should go as hahaha
Songen- Ogre LOL or reaper
Kennard- The selfish giant/ Mr. Pumpkin Man= Mr. Selfish Pumpkin Man
Benji- Sleepy, one of the 7dwarfs with snow white. Where's Snow?! (tt wld be shandy..)
Jiaqi- Male angel, cos he's so fair LOL or he can go as my Prince hehe
Zihui- Chee gui monster (benji's idea. You know, local decalicy. The white one, with brown stuff)
Soomei- A tadpole LOL Bet her date would be an Egg haha
Denise- Cinderella's fairy godmother haha
Serene- Paparatzi. Ohwait, that's probably her future occupation
Bihshean- Worm with spectacles, for book worm! LOL

Yupyups, would be fun, wouldn't it? Maybe we SHOULD have one of these parties. Or a masked ball. With lights, and nice food, and dances. Maybe we'll have one the year we turn 21,on christmas, or new year eve! I get excited just thinking about it! Don't you too?

hahaha i'm letting my imagination go wild. Anyway I've landed and let's now talk about Earthly matters. Had lunch at PlazaSing with my parents. After that my dad left to attend a seminar, and i watched Nights In Rodanthe with my mum lol The show was pretty boring la I'm suprised i didn't fall asleep. After that we wanted to go for dim sum buffet, but "Old Beijing" full house liao so we went home instead lo. And i spent the rest of my afternoon sleeping.

There's work tmr :( way to squash my happiness
~(7:35 PM)




Subway didn't happen, they ran out of sandwiches :(

Instead, i skipped lunch and Bcomm tutorial make-up to have dinner with them.
And i wanted to see him, of course.

So sorry Bishean LOL

We had pepper lunch. The 8 of us. Benji, Xionglong, Jiaqi, Songen, Me, Kennard, Nick and Siwai

I had the usual, Salmon Pepper rice, root beer, and a free caramel ice-cream.

For the first time in a very long while, i felt left out.

I was the only girl.

On my right were 4 JC geeks, talking JC stuff.

On my left were 3 other poly students.
All of them from NYP.
All of them from the same course.
All of them talking things i can't comprehend.

So mostly, i just kept to myself. I tried reading, and concentrating on my ice-cream.

Everybody went home after dinner.

Except me and kennard, we spent some time talking at the bus-stop.

He needs to kow how to be a friend.

Oh, and i went through their A'lvl chinese paper. It wasn't that difficult to me. I could read, comprehend and answer most of the questions for the comprehension. The open-ended questions may be a problem though, i lack practice. Compo would be another story all together. It's been a long time since i've written anything in chinese.
Except his name, and mine.. together..

And soomei, i remember how your chinese name looks like liao. Though i've not written it out, but i'll probably recognise the figures when i decide to sms you in chinese LOL

[edit] While chatting with a school friend, i was suddenly reminded of an unpleasant news. I'm in the same group as Glenn and Chingyang for OBSE project. And same group as Glenn for Blaw as well. Kill me, please. I guess A's not possible anymore :(
~(11:10 PM)




I loaded 10episodes of Kyou Kara Maou to watch in school, but my laptop restarted itself so now all the episodes are gonneeeee -_-"

I like my MIEC tutorial teacher. He's a young guy, probably a graduate from an Australia University, judging from his ascent. Despite the dryness of the topic, i didn't fall asleep. Partly because i was sitted right in front of the class, and also because i skipped last week's lesson for breakfast and was again late today, so i thought i should put in a reasonable amount of effort to listen in class haha And no, i don't think he's cute or goodlooking, and he put too much gel on his hair la!

But BLAW tutorial is intolerable. I don't like the teacher. And that's what my 10episodes are for, but now i have no escape. Thank god i have 3 tall guys sitting in front of me, successfully blocking me from the teacher infront so i can listen to music and blog hahahah

Can't wait for tutorial to end. I'm gonna have subway for lunch! I've been eating a lot recently, i eat during every single break. Since MIEC was released early, i had waffle for breakfast. But barely 34minutes has passed, and i'm feeling hungry again haha How am i gonna survive 4more hours of tutorial after lunch break?!

Me and bihshean are grouped with 4guys for Blaw. But with Glenn in our group, let's just say our group of 5 since he probably won't do anything anyway. He didn't come today, and why am i not surprised? Sigh the class is so silent now. I think we are supposed to present q1 and 2 soon hahaha luckily i did half the tutorial, so not so bad =P But i still don't know what's happening..

Hmm.. I wonder how the JC geeks are doing. Is the paper easy? Or too hard for them.. whether the paper has ended already.. I worry for most of them, since they aren't exactly efficient in the chinese language (cept maybe soomei and denise) hahaha Well, all the best to them :)

Bored bored bored
~(11:24 AM)




To all my friends who are taking their A'lvl Chinese exam tmr

Soo Mei
JiaQi
Songen
Denise
Benji
Zihui

And probably a dozen others that i can't begin to name

加油！！！
我会在心灵上支持你们的!
祝你们好运！
=)
~(11:18 PM)




ken: you know when im bored, and im on the phone with you, i have the urge to shout out, "MUI SUAN!!!"
me: you know when im bored, and im on the phone with you, i have the urge to shout out, "JIAQI IS CUTE!"
ken: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
me: HAHAHHAA LI HAI RIGHT!
ken: Damn Li hai!

<3
~(1:28 AM)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Okay, mission accomplished haha =) Look forward to next year.

~(10:50 PM)

I still have one picture missing from my collection, the one with Zihui in it! :( I think that's our COMPLETED clique picture haha Me, songen, kennard, jiaqi, benji and zihui. All together! CHEN SONGEN, SEND ME LEH!!!

Haha anyway they left round 12. At first i didn't send them out, but since Benji left his headphones at my place and i have yet to collected the money, i ended up going to the bus-stop anyway haha There was awhile where he just sat beside me, doing nothing. I was very happy then.

Yups. That's about all then.

KENNARD, HOPE YOU HAD A HAPPY CELEBRATION THIS YEAR, AND LOOK FORWARD TO THE NEXT ONE WITH THE SAME HAPPINESS :D

~(12:52 AM)




I skipped 2 out of 3 tutorials today LOL But you can't really blame me for this, because i did go to school with the intention of attending all my lessons. Just so happens that there was an accident on the highway and the usual 50minute bus ride became 100minutes. And when i reached the school bus-stop, fate has it that i'll bump into weiqi (she took the 8am bus and reach at 9.45!) and yuankai and because all of us had already missed so much of the lesson, we decided to wait for ansar and have breakfast after that XP

I attended Blaw tutorial though. Was looking forward to it before that because we're having an ang moh teacher for blaw and ang moh teachers are very fun. But this ang moh teacher ah, Randal Bernard Joseph, very sian leh. So i ended up watching anime throughout the tutorial. I did my homework though, so i don't feel guilty haha

Hung out with Glean and Bihshean & gang for our lunch break before the next lesson. But before we headed to class, bump into You Wei who informed us that my class was cancelled HOHOHO So i went home lo, while poor bihshean continued with her lessons in TB23, alone

For the first time upon reaching home early, i did not have an afternoon nap hahaha I finished Fated To Love You instead! Glad to see another happy ending hahaha XD Hopefully i'll meet my 命中注定 (fated one) soon or if he's already in my life, for him to notice my presence *hint* But if he is The.One, then i'm sure one day he will know..

Anyway, we're celebrating nardnard's birthday tomorrow, in advance! Cause i'm working on the actual day :( Which made me realise that jiaqi's birthday also on a working day(saturday), which means i have to apply for leave. Oh god, I hope the schdule's not out yet, おねがします！(o-ne-ga-i-shi-ma-su, which means please!) :X
~(10:36 PM)




Had dinner at Pepper Lunch with Serene, Denise and Priscilla today. After that we headed over to serene's house to watch Money Not Enough 2. Mostly only denise watching, cause the rest of us watched it before. It didn't have subtitles for some of the hokkien parts, so every now and than i get lost in the show. And because it is pirated, we encountered problems playing the disc 3/4 way through haha

That's why, DON'T SUPPORT PIRACY!

Anyway, just wanna say

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SERENE!!!
YOUR ONE YEAR OLDER NOW! JOIN THE CLUB! HAHAHAH

and

CONGRATULATIONS DENISE ON PATCHING UP WITH WIND-LESS HAHA
Treasure your relationship, woman. You have no idea how envious i am of you. And plus, your the only one among us to be attatched wor! hhahaha

Yups, that's it. Long day tomorrow :(
~(11:09 PM)




Finally finished Code Geass, R2. How sad that it has ended. After all, this series had a lot of shuai ges in it hehe Lulu, Sazaku, Gino and some others hahaha and it had a good plot too :)

Vampire Knight Guilty is out! Currently there are only two episodes. But okay, i'll wait. Every week, one episode. haha this one also a lot of shuai ges.

Like Ouran High School Host Club!

I love animes with a lot of shuai ges. Regardless of the plot LOL

So superficial huh.

You know what, one day i'm gonna post the pictures of all the shuai ges hehehe

So you guys can admire with me =P
~(1:37 AM)




Before work this morning, zihui messaged me to say that he'll be visiting me at work with jiaqi. So from the moment i start work, i have been anticipating their arrival. When they haven't arrived at 3.30pm, half of me was already embracing myself for dissapointment, while the other half continued hoping. What if. They couldn't find me at the right counter and went off? This kinda thing happens, you know. But luckily, slightly after 4, they appeared before me. Jiaqi, Zihui and Songen :) I WAS DAMN HAPPY LA! SERIOUSLY! (and the moment i lay eyes on him, my legs went jelly hahaha)

And then when they went further away from my counter, i started worrying again -_- LOL luckily they didn't leave, they just went to look for zihui's books hahaha And after i closed counter, they happen to walk past counter A. So i caught them before they could run away and got myself 3buddies for dinner break! =D

We had macdonalds. Okay i had macdonalds, while they watched me eat and played with the wasabi shaker thingy. After that Malcolm came, and things went, weird. Malcolm changed. I haven't seen him in 2years+++ and now, he's different. Taller, deeper voice, more pimples. No longer cute. HAHAHA But one thing hasn't changed, he still doesn't like his own brother lol So our conversation became a pack of lies after that.

Songen became Annan, a jc-retainee of 2 years. Currently in JC2. And i got to know him from Gunbound.
As for zihui and jiaqi, i got to know them through maple and dota respectively. And how the 3 guys know each other? Through me LOL
And me? I'm a dropout after O'lvl, working full-time at kino. HAHAHA
And many many more..

I couldn't stop myself from laughing lah and i could tell jiaqi was controlling his laughter too. And hor, malcolm, very scary. He licks EVERYTHING. And he dared to taste the wasabi-bbqsauce-coke&ice coated fries. It was disgusting, but he said it didn't taste so bad, so ok lo haha And because he kept leanning towards me, to keep a distance between us, i had to lean towards my other side XP (which is jiaqi hehe heng he didn't show any obvious reactions towards me leaning towards him hahahah Anyway i had a reason okay! Not like i trying to eat toufu like that LOL)

So while your enjoying, time pass super fast. So before i knew it, it was time to get back to work. Songen, jiaqi and zihui went to meet a certain huiting, or tinghui, humph. Apparently she quite chio, though zihui says jiaqi doesn't like her LA. Yah and malcolm went his own way.

I think today is the best dinner break i've had! It's not a matter of what you eat, or where you eat, but who your eating with, even if your the only person eating hahaha Anyway i was glad that nothing bad happened after the break to ruin my mood hehehe So i was happy all day! After break: No void, and my counter balance BALANCED! LOL And after i got home, i still have rice, fish, vegetables and a bowl of norishing soup for supper! And MANGO LOL

Yupyup, so when your happy, everything goes well, even time pass faster at work =) I hope i can say the same for tomorrow :)

And yes, part of the reason why i'm so god damn happy is because i got to spend my dinner break with jiaqi sitting right beside me <3
~(12:26 AM)




I went to bed at 10.30pm last night, with the radio on. I couldn't sleep cause i was having a running nose, so at 11.4opm i went downstairs to get something to eat and drink. Suprisingly when i came back, the running nose stopped. So i thought, "yay, now i can sleep!" but 15minutes later, i ended up with a blocked nose, and a headache. At 1.25am, i woke up and came online. Surfed facebook and chatted with a classmate, and attempted sleeping again at 2 when classmate went offline. Offed the radio on the laptop too, closed my laptop (cos having it open brightens up my room) and still i couldn't sleep. Headache got even worse, so i started hitting myself. At 3.30am, i finally couldn't stand it and again went downstairs to look for some flu/headache medcine. Made myself lemsip tea and ate some white bread. (Thank god i learnt how to use the stove already haha) Well the headache went away an hour later, but the flu/blocked nose persisted. Last time i checked the clock before i fell asleep was 5.27am! And you know what time i woke up? 9am, SHARP! WTHHHHH lo. After that i just kept waking up with many interuptions. at 11+, at 1+, at 2. Sigh :s

So, at 3.30 met up with songeee and we went shopping! I got bryan's shirt, facial wash from "Food For Skin", and some more lemsip tea from guardians. While Songen got himself some pimple treatment cream thingy. Kennard came along and we went and shop for his shoes at sportslink. But when he was about to pay, he realised he didn't bring his money haha so we headed to his house, slacked for 15minutes and came back to sportslink to pay for his shoes. After that we walked back to hub to meet my aunt to pass her bryan's tshirt, and headed to PizzaHut to wait for benji and have dinner. Yup, walked around hub again after that and headed home.

And i need new headphones for my handphone. The current one keeps disconnecting. Bloody annoying. Sigh. Okay im gonna go eat some mangoes now to replenish some vitamins in my body.
~(9:04 PM)




Assuming i would be in all of Bihshean's classes, out of laziness i simply photo-copied her timetable. But today, a bomb shell dropped upon me. We have TWO different classes. MIEC and OBSE tutorial! :( WHYYYYY OH WHYYYYY?!!!

Lol when i told weiqi about it, she told me that my "evil plans" have back fired hahahha What evil plans? I just thought with Bihshean in all of my classes, i can safely sleep and slack, and i can always make it up later by photocopying all of her tutorial questions WITH answers hahaha Well that's what i've done last semester and it worked well, for both of us :D

But now I'm alone. I have nobody but myself to rely on. And i must say, i am not a very reliable person. For one thing, you can never ever rely on me NOT to sleep in class hahaha

mx: IM CRUSHED
mx: HOWWWWWWWWW
K: by a fat guy?
K: try tickling him

LOL

Ya lor howwww. Maybe god saw through my "evil plans" and decided to punish me by removing the "angel" that has been guarding me. But now i've learnt my lessons. Oh god, bring me back my "angel" hahahha But thankfully, we only need to stand being separated for 4hours each week. We still share the same classes mondays through wednesdays :)

ARGH. But you know what's the worst thing? I have FOUR different tutorial classes. The good thing about this is, you get to meet more people, make new friends. But seriously, who needs so many friends? I'm not a fricking social butterfly, and i've become comfortable, in fact too comfortable, with the people i've been hanging out with.

Plus, it's simply tiring having to make new friends and trying to fit in in every class you go to. Especially since you already know your probably gonna to be outcasted right from the beginning. A cross-level student among the mainstreams :( Not to mention, arranging for meetings for our projects will be difficult, because of the differences in our timetables.

And really, meeting and making so many new acquaintances at the same time simply means you won't be truly bonded with any of them. Maybe i'll remember their names, maybe i'll remember their faces, or maybe i'll remember none.

X: Hiiii!
me: Hiiii! hmm.. You look familiar. Who are you?
X: X, your classmate. Don't you remember?
me: uh huh. Which class again? You know, i have FOUR classes.

I have this scenario playing in my mind haha It is a very realistic situation, considering it has already happened.

And i pray, with all my heart, with my fingers crossed, that i won't be grouped with "slack and slackier" for ANY of the projects. Just ONE, and i will die.

Yaya i shall stop whining.

Here's a piece of good news!

THURSDAY & FRIDAY: NO SCHOOOL! (yes, and you already know that huh)

I need to get some shopping done.

To get list:
Bryan's shirt
Nigel's shirt
Facial wash
Books to read
Japanese textbook, eng version
Japanese dictionary

And here's a few other random stuff.

There's a PRINCE OF TENNIS drama, CHINA version. Must be hilarious. Maybe one day i'll post up the 3versions, anime, japanese human version and china human version ahahhaa

LING FENG SINGS HOHOHO DID YOU READ THAT QUAH SOO MEI? YOUR PRINCE NOT ONLY ACTS, HE SINGS NOW. AND HE HAS SO MANY NEW SHOWS. IN "THE FOUR", HE'S SOME PAI KAH (crippled) GUY NICKNAMED "HEARTLESS" LOL

Sapuri (japanese drama) is boring.

And under animes, i haven't finish Prince of Tennis, MAR, Akazukin Cha Cha and haven't started on Code Geass R2 :( And i miss miss miss Ouran High School Host Club. GIVE ME SEASON TWO!

And currently, my parents are on a MAMA MIA! craze. They just bought the MAMA MIA! music CD, the ABBA album (music on both CD's the same lo) and they're considering watching the movie again and getting the VCD when it comes out.

But the best of all is, THEY FOUND AIR SUPPLY'S CD HAHAHHAA

And I'm surprised my laptop can play the CD, cause before that the CD drive can't even close, and now it can! LUCKY! :D

Now i can listen to my love-sick songs and cry myself to sleep.

Just kidding :P
~(9:24 PM)




Japanese 102 not as easy as 101, obviously -_-. Already got a bunch of work and a list of vocabulary to memorise for the first lesson lol On top of that, there's MIEC and bstats tutorial, and after tomorrow Blaw and MAYBE OBSE tutorial too. Who knows. hahaha i wonder if i'll do any of those. Anyway, thursday and friday no school, so MAYBE, if im in the mood, i'll finish all these. Yipee.

And since im here, though he doesn't read my blog, still gotta say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN SOH (my dear cousin)

Gonna get your gift soon, be patient. =)

Hope you get good results for promos lo

Bye!
~(10:05 PM)




It has been 1 year. 365.25Days. In a blink of an eye, 1 year has passed. 13th October 2007 was our graduation day. I can still remember Duncan, Leelee and that maths/science teacher singing 千里之外 (thousand miles out there?) for us. We took pictures. After which me and soomei had LJS for lunch. I bought 3sticks of Tapanyaki from J8's basement and headed off to Bishan library to meet kennard and songen and a jiaqi i was gonna get to know for our study session.

haha By the end of the day, i already knew i was gonna like him, songen did too, even though i was still in denial than, until a week later. Well it's not surprising though, i am the kind to fall in love easily. What surprised me though was the intensity and the length of this little crush.

Instead of concentrating on my studies, i called kennard/songen every single day for a conference on the phone, hoping he would be on the line. Everytime i arranged for a study session at the library, my intentions weren't for studying, i was simply hoping to see him again. During our exams in the big airconditioned hall, instead of concentrating on our papers, i was constantly looking across the room to catch a glimpse of him. Thank god all that didn't affect my grades LOL I'm a lucky one haha

Serene thinks im crazy, and kennard thinks im foolish. Well it's not like i've never tried getting over him, ye know. I tried, and i failed. Twice. First attempt was December 2007, when he went to HK. I crushed on a Aaron i got to know from work haha But he disappeared after 2 or 3 weeks? And that's the end of it. Anyway, when i saw him again when he came back, i fell right back into it. We ate at Bishan's foodcourt, we watched Hitman, and we went home LOL Second attempt was this year. I tried crushing on a certain cute colleague hahahah But it failed miserably. Well i guess cuteness is not enough huh lol

Yeah 1year. So many things have changed (for the better). To begin with, we talk a lot more. I no longer feel that he's avoiding me. I got to know him a lot better. Blah blah blah. And over the duration of 1year, i quarelled with nard numerous times over him hahaha But it's all good now. He has accepted my decision, though he still says it's bad for me LOL And so many things have remained unchanged. My feelings for him. And his feelings for me, or the lack of it.

Ah. When i like him, there is this cycle i keep going through. I already know i like him. Then I'll think of confessing. But in the end i'll back out cause i'm such a coward. And than after a long time of not seeing him, i'll be thinking of getting over him. But it never works la, cause everytime i see him again, its back to square 1. Haha i wonder if this cycle will ever break. Maybe, if i confess to him. Or even better, he confess to me! (but i highly doubt the possibility of that ever happening) Or maybe on my third attempt in trying to get over him by liking somebody else, it will work! Maybe, just maybe..

But i'm happy with the way things are right now. We are friends, not very close, but remember we only acquainted a year ago, despite the fact that we walked the same corridors for 4years before that lol We could have totally missed each other, you know, if i didn't attend that study session. Sure, we'll probably meet some other time, since i hang out with songen and songen hangs out with him.. But things will be different. When you meet someone at a different place at a different time, you will have different feelings. At least that's what i think.

Haha i wonder what are my intentions in blogging all this. I know he doesn't read my blog, or i think he doesn't. But of course, a certain part of me hopes that he cares enough to read, and maybe know how i feel about him haha But that same part fears the consequences. What if he avoids me? haha But i think he'll just pretend he doesn't know about the entry la So things will remain the same. For now, for the time being. I won't complain.

I just thought it was important for a conclusion. You know. 1 year is a long time. If i still like him 365.25days later, i'll probably blog about it again haha So 1year from now, i'll know whether there's any "advancement" hahaha But if i do get over him before that, i'll also blog about it. You know, got opening, must have closure also mah.

Yups. It's been a long entry and i'll end it here. I can already imagine some of you rolling your eyes yah, so many words on my affections for one guy hahahaha

爱你，不只是想念而已吧。

365days till then.
~(11:07 PM)




Nicks, Dan and Anna visited me at work yesterday.

And we had dinner at Ambush. The tiramisu's love. Gonna go back there again some time.

And nick took a break from being mean to me, cause im such a "pitiful thing" lol

However, some things never change.

And hor, i simply don't fit in the picture with them.

Imagine 3 tall people, dressed in almost-formal wear, smoking.

Than imagine me beside them. Short. Not smoking, Wearing Kino uniform. Standing around like a plant.

No wonder we don't hang out anymore, other than the fact that daniel hates everything mx.

Ahwell.

[Edit] I was in nick's blog, and he did a video of himself hahaha so here it is!



He said "So today i went for a photo exhibition"

And no, that's not his real voice LOL but it was cute though

School's tomorrow, so im gonna go sleep now.

Ciao
~(12:15 AM)




On wednesday, watched MaMa Mia again with my parents.

On thursday, went to Pariss with nard and songen for our long overdued buffet lunch. After that they came over to my place to slack and beat Word Challenge high score LOL

And today, worked morning shift till 6.45pm. The first part of the day was simply terrible. I was tired, thirsty and simply lacking the motivation. Kept on repeating silly mistakes. Like keying in the wrong department, the wrong price, give wrong discount, forget give discount etc. All that crap. And after 1month, i really shouldn't be making all these mistakes. Not so often, and not happening so close to each other at least. Sigh

But all it takes is ONE sentence, to change everything. And how funny it is, he probably didn't mean it the way i wanted him to hahaha But it makes me happy, what to do :s

Anyway Mattias, benji, kennard, xionglong, songen, me and jiaqi met up afterwards (after my work, that is) to catch Eagle Eye. During the movie, he was beside me. On the way home while on the MRT, he was once again beside me. Oh and we occupied one whole row of seats, lol i described our order in the first sentence of this paragraph LOL funny how he has been sitting right beside me, but i still feel the wall between us. An invisible wall, substituting the human one.

And i finished the gargolye, and Ouran High School Host Club! I feel accomplished.

What's left now is Yukan Club and Japanese homework.

Won't be starting on any new book/anime/drama until school reopens.

You know, i want everything to start together. Like, a brand new begining for me. HAHAHA
~(11:46 PM)







Girl A: Tamaki-kun, why are you so beautiful?
T: So that i can stay in your eyes every second i can...
Girl B: Why is your voice so mellow?
T: So that my feelings can reach the depths of your heart...
Girl C: Why are you looking at me with such watery eyes?
T: So that your fresh smiling face may flood the fountain in my heart...

LOL WTH RIGHT! This guy damn pro! No wonder he's the Host King of Ouran High School Host Club.

Anyway, this anime(title in RED)'s freaking funny HAHAHAHA I'm currently at episode four. Slow, i know, but i got to work, you know. Anyway, episode three's super funny! LOL
~(11:39 PM)




It's so nice to be able to meet up with my best friends after such a long time.

Yesterday was with soomei. We had lunner(lunch+dinner) at Nebo, after which we watched Mama Mia. Great show, go catch it. And as expected, she was whining the whole day about her PW mate, Gabriel aka KNS AKA ji dan AKA wang ba dan LOL Well i was teasing her about how she might fall in love with him one day hahaha her reactions were so fun to watch. What to do, Someone elses' misery is fun ;P hahaha don't take it to heart, i didn't mean it =P

Anyway, we both agreed that our favourite song in the movie was The Winner Takes It All. So here goes.



I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......


As for today, met up with Jiaqi, Songen and Kennard for dinner. We had Swensens! And i FINALLY got to eat my salmon salad! Craving satisfied, おいしいね。And on top of that, it was Jiaqi's treat! =D He said because he didn't give me anything for birthday haha And now songen and kennard will give me my VERY belated present along with my christmas present! YOU TWO, IM HOLDING YOU TO THAT OKAY! After that we did our routine walk around and slacked at Macdonalds, than we went home lo. And that songen and kennard, kept trying to make the situation awkward for both me and jiaqi. The both of them, ULTRA QIAN BIAN LOL but it's almost expected. Sigh

"Why won't you leave me alone?"
Believe me, i wanted to say, I've tried.
Oh, and also, I'm wretchedly in love with you.

Just something from the partial draft of Midnight Sun.
~(10:04 PM)




つまらない
tsu-ma-ra-na-i, it means boring

I've been repeating this phrase to myself all morning, not just to commit it to memory, but also because it was in line with the atmosphere.

Just so you know, i was left alone at Counter D, the most Deserted counter in all of kino, ALONE, for 1hr 28minutes.

I was so bored, i wrote a poem.

(Yes, even though i took pure lit, we were taught more on analysing, not writing poems. And as you all know, i do not have a wide range of vocabulary or beautiful expressions i can use. And i only know how to write poem that rhymes LOL For some reason, i can't bring myself to write poems that doesn't rhyme, i feel really insecure when i do that. And i'm childish in my writing. BUT, all that is written are true and accurate to the best of my abilities :) )

Stuck on my own, at a lonely corner
People walking past, seeing but never bothered
Once in awhile, they ask for answers
Once in awhile, they ask for prices

"Are you a member?", i ask all the customers
Some say yes, while some give no for an answer
Some pay cash, while others use nets or master
Some are polite, while some leave me in anger

Stuck on my own, at a lonely corner
Stumbling around, waiting for my partner
Fumbling about, playing with a stapler
Waiting for inspiration to make this poem better

A customer just paid using vouchers
Thirty dollars, due eighth October
Behind each of them i have to write my name, date and counter
And if i lose them i have to pay with my wages

Stuck not on my own, still at a lonely corner
Even with a partner, i feel alone as ever
Maybe i should wait a little bit longer
Maybe than the conversation would flow a little bit smoother

Eleven twenty-eight, already waiting for lunch hour
What should i eat, mos, subway or macdonalds?
I should stop this and work a lot harder
So behind my back i won't be called a slacker

There you have it, have a good laugh.

But i still think it's creative though, even if just a bit.

Oh and another information, the movie thing with the morning shift people didn't happen.

I was exhausted, didn't sleep a wink last night hehe

But despite that, there was no void today, and my balancing form balanced again! Second time! YAY ME! *.*

Okay, now im gonna go get some rest

And hide my face from the rest of the world Lol
~(10:35 PM)

meixuan aka mx, max, wintermelon
18, March14, Pieces
Single
Ngee Ann Poly, Business studies
Loves Anime, music, reading, sleeping
Wants to chase a tornado
Needs money and exercise LOL
Hopes to fall in love again
With the right person this time ><
I rock!=)



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