I'm Sorry

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

To one of my closest friends



I'm sorry I'm bad,
I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back


I know that what i say now won't change a thing, and i know the damage is done, but i'm really really sorry. If i could take back what i said that day, i would, because i didn't mean any of it. I was pissed then, and you know, angry people say stupid things, or rather, things they don't mean and end up regretting after they think back about it. I do treasure you as a friend, probably more then you think i do, which is why im even typing this right now. And that is because i don't want to lose you as a friend, i want us to be friends again, i want us to go back to the old times, when we had unlimited things to talk and laugh about, when we would meet up all the time just to catch up or see each other, or for no reason at all. I don't want our friendship to end this way, it's not even worth it. And i don't want things to go out of hand, like our first cold war. Because the longer it drags on, the worse it gets, and the harder it becomes for the situation to be remedied, which is why i hope that by taking the first step to apologise now, you would forget bout this stupid quarrel that shouldnn't even have started and forgive me.

I know your busy now and im busy now and we don't have a lot of time for each other anymore, but we can at least try, you know. When your willing, we can always find time for each other. Yours is a long lasting friendship i wish to keep which is again why im sincerely apologizing now and hoping that you'll let this pass and we can go back to being great friends again. Really...

I'm Sorry

~(12:47 AM)