A Girl Can Dream, Can't she?

Sunday, May 11, 2008

I love the weekends. You know why? Because i can sleep after 3 and wake up after 3 the following morning, or afternoon. For those who know me long enough, you know my habit of sleeping a lot, even in class. Well but now i don't really do that anymore, unless im really really tired. And because im not doing my homework regularly, i find myself staying up till 2+ everyday to finish up, when i could have done it over the weekend. DISCIPLINE, MEIXUAN! And and, i still gotta wake up round 6+ 7 every morning. So over the weekdays, i only have an average of 3-4hours of sleep, which is baddddd. Which is why i treasure/love the weekends so much. Maybe cause i can go back to being the old me. Lazy sleepy meixuan ^^

Oh and i dreamt of him last night lol Another reason why i would love the weekend! 3-4hours of sleep's too short for dreaming ^^

There were two scenes i remember. One took place in an auditorium. He was sitting about 4-5rows above me, at the top-left corner. I have no idea why i'm standing, maybe cause im an usher or something. And i just kept looking towards his direction hahaha like that's totally expected. I guess this is one thing i'll do even if it's not a dream. You know, just hoping to catch his eye and maybe for that one special moment, just look into each other's eye and see our forever. LOL

Okay the second one took place in two busses. Because unfortunately, we are on two different busses. But we are both on the upper deck! Lol his bus looked like a single deck bus so when i saw him come up, i was surprised, in my dream! Hahaha so my bus moved first, and it moved past his bus, so i could see him, and i did, i saw him standing, and he was staring into my bus. Maybe he's looking for me =P lol In my dreams! Ohwait, it IS my dream. So maybe he is.

I guess because i don't see him all the time now, all the thinking of him made him appear in my dreams. Maybe in my dreams, he actually likes me. Maybe in my dreams, we'll be together, happily and forever. Maybe in my dreams...

And here's an all time old favourite...



Never Had A Dream Come True by S Club 7

Ooh...

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or might have been (or might have been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus :
I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it should be now or might have been (or might have been))
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing (and funny thing)
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...




My dreams.. have you in it...

~(3:12 PM)