Mummy! It's OVER!
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Golly, i don't know what to say. But yeah,
THE O'LEVELS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!
Our destiny is sealed with the passing up of our last paper, and now all we can do is
Wait.
I don't know what I'm feeling now, maybe cause it's 3.03 in the morning, or maybe because it happened so fast i couldn't believe it's already over.
I have mixed emotions inside me right now.
Happy that the exams are over.
Miserable that i screwed my lit papers.
And kinda lost....
We've been mugging for the past few weeks. And everytime we go out, it's to study. After school we ask our friends, "where do you wanna study today?". At night we ask our friends, "what time do you wanna study tomorrow?" And everyday, we ask ourselves what we wanna achieve today, and stuff like that.
And suddenly, when all these are over, it comes to a standstill.
We no longer have to pick up our books and try to memorise details. We no longer have to sacrifice TV and computer games to study. We longer have to wake up early in the morning to catch up with wherever we left off the previous night hoping we can cramp as much stuff as we can into our head. We longer have to do any of that and frankly speaking, it's kinda disturbing.
Maybe it's just me but yeah.
And there's this lost of direction and emptiness within me.
Kinda like your lost on a highway, and all you could do was wait for a car maybe to hitch a ride from, but all you see is a quiet, empty highway...
Don't get me wrong, i AM happy that the O'lvls are over. It's just that now that it's over, i don't know what to do.
I mean yeah, first thing that comes to mind, celebration.
Next? Prom
Following that? Probably movies, hanging out, catching up with sleep, TV, computer games and all that...
But yeah, that's kinda our problem now isn't it?
We will wake up every morning or afternoon, asking ourselves what we want to do today.
And even if we love this we love that we can't do it everyday right? Because sooner or later we're gonna get really bored...
But heck, let's leave it till then
I'm sure many of you have already planned out your activities and stuff for the next few weeks so yah.
ENJOY YOURSELF TO THE FULLEST. YOU DESERVE IT.
Now that the exams are over, it's time we set ourselves free and fly fly fly lol
What time is it?
Summertime!
It’s our vacation.
What time is it?
Party time!
That’s right, say it loud.
What time is it?
Time of our lives. Anticipation.
What time is it?
Summertime!
School’s out. Scream and shout.
=)
~(11:13 PM)
